Abusive thinking toward t Yes i'm admitting that i'd take pleasure in to hurt my
one t for triggering me.Sorry in the event that seems rude.I was very angry w/
her told her so in an email post session.She always said i could express my
feelings even should they be aren't nice ones toward her.So i shared with her i
effin hate her what she did.I was very pissed off over true which happened to
come out when she shared a personal story w/ me.Did she overstep her own
boundary by telling me something their own? When she emailed me back one part of
it said that we needed to working our collaboration dynamic.That she's not going
to walk on eggshells around me through what she says.I'm upset she didn't atone
about it instead asked me to"Share my sensitivities"In our next Pandora Silver
Beads practice workout sitting. What she triggered me over cut back
many horrible memories very old wounds that were long buried.Now i feel like
she's opened pandora's box my rage is not far from the surface.It isn't
something we can chat about for 45 min i walk off going back to my life.These
are typically huge su si feelings that are now out!People might say well tell
her.If i do i'm worried i won't be able to manipulate my anger rage get taken
somewhere.Could not risk that. So what am i alleged to do in our next
session?Besides say i this you may like don't wanto touch
upon it.I know she'll say we'll work on a small piece at a time but things are
connected.It's stirred up all my dark voices which might be itching for a fight.
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cancel. Be grateful for the response although to have to say it's not what i'm
looking for.I do really thankyou retreading my post it does scare me a bit.My
thoughts seem to go off without treatment tangent.But on the outside of i'm
normal, function well in society frankly if anyone read this that knew me could
laugh bec it's so not me.Nevertheless feelings do creep up.Part of me feels as
though i'd really hurt her feelings if i told her how i felt, could possibly
make me feel guilty.Part of me would definitely be happy about hurting her
feelings.Evil i understand. Now and then i wonder if she's provoking me?Ive told
her repeatedly that i don't want this angry part to come out.I'm very educated
about parts work and we're working in ifs.I'm very taken care of about my parts
so is she stirring the pot? As soon as you said"Allow the games begin"My rage
got happy restless.There's 2 dimensions. I still don't follow simple proven
steps. I do know that what i'd like to do what i'd probably do are two various
things.It really might be if i'm provoked all my triggers line up.A small
protective part wants to run hide knowing there's going to be confrontation. Be
grateful for the response although to have to say it's not what i'm looking
for.I do really enjoy it retreading my post it does scare me a bit.My thoughts
seem to go off alone tangent.But externally i'm normal, function well in society
frankly if anyone read this that knew me could laugh bec it's so not me.Require
feelings do creep up.Part of me feels as though i'd really hurt her feelings if
i told her how i felt, may make me feel guilty.Part of me properly happy about
hurting her feelings.Evil choose to follow the. I do welcome www.wobistal.com any answers. Many
thanks Wouldn't determine is rude at all!To me it sounds like you have a great t
saying that she won't walk on eggshells around you.You may not see this but your
t is basically saying it's okay for you to be angry at her and i would think she
isn't saying sorry to you but instead insisting for you to share your feelings
is because she wants you to be able to feel your emotions and then express them
properly(If you get why)
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